Hard to be flexible

   I don't think I believe in the notion that I can make a change to become a better person. I feel like staying at the same distance after fifty something. I am fixed and stubborn and resisted to move even by an inch. I also know that doesn't necessarily mean I am right all the times. But to be honest, it has been very hard to spot anything better than what I am inferring from this grounds and circumstances. And also, I am a kind boasting of my solutions that shall work for a situation.

   I guess I am losing my edge to be objective. Rather than maintaining objectivity, I am easily fallen into a side of subjectivity that I used to be afraid of being a part of. Of course, I do have plenty of justifiation to verify that I am right.

   But I have to keep in mind that I could be wrong. I should be determined but flexible enough to catch a movement. I am reminding once again, "Nobody's perfect, and could be dead wrong any time soon !"