Two statements that I am emphasizing on these days

   I have never been to enjoy a high level of self confidence in my whole life. And, I always have been suspicious about people who tend to change in favor of their interests. Of course, I am not exceptional at all, and I am just one of them. This kind of more like a thought process reminds me to be cautious all the times. Besides, I am born and engraved to be someone like that from the beginning. It was always awkward to observe others whom they believe in boasting of a concrete level of confidence. And I was not diligent to get into the center of it.

  I am still stick to the old attitude very firmly, except I am trying to emphasize some sort of statements that I am pretty confident with: 'Live like there's no tomorrow.' and 'I'm not afraid tomorrow could be the last day of my life.'.

  Basically, the reason behind being competent with these statements is not because I am gaining a level of confidence but I am beginning to solve a puzzle in one sense.

P.S. The funny thing about this episode is that no one seems to care or understand what I am trying to say. I feel like being in vain.