Around this time of the year

   I confessed a couple of times that time has stopped, just like in a vacuum. Time is not moving forward and this is the first time for me to feel this way. But it is not that strange at all, because I have a feeling that I am allowed to consume an additional amount of time, which doesn't belong to me. I am a kind securing an extra. And there is no point to complain about, rather than sincere thanks go to every minute of this precious moment. But one thing I should know is that I am putting my every endeavor as much as I can, to appreciate how much I am enjoying a moment of truth as a being. And now, I realize that 'I never get a second chance to make a first impression'. When it is gone, it is gone indeed.

   I am not preparing for any mission to be accomplished for the next year, nor don't intend to set a long term goal, either. I shall live day by day just like what I have done lately. No more. But I don't mean I am wasting my time and energy, being sunk into somewhere I don't belong to.

   As if I were not anticipating any prosperous future in front of me, I know I am working very hard to reach where I would like to go. And I also know where I shold go from now on.

   Looking forward to having a decent year of 2018.