The Dialogue (14)

   "You look tensed all the times. So intensified  that you are moving like your calculation  tells you what to do."

   "You got me wrong. I'm relieved more than you can imagine. Nothing bothers me at all in these days. I'm not 100% positive that I am in total control over my stress, but at least, I'm not under the severe influence of emotional mishaps. Maybe I won't be able to get away from the way I've been perceiving the world around me. But I'm not worried about matters that are not happened yet. Because I've already accepted three common fundamental things in my life: Coincidence. Uncertainty. Plausibility. I'm no longer search for the unidentified answers to fit to my situation in order to solve my puzzles. Of course, I'm too old to get connected to that kind of situation, but for sure of that I' m not irritated. Because I've admitted that there is no universal rules to follow to cure what I was suffering from. I used to believe there's something there just like the magic touch."

   "Let me give you an example to demonstrate how I'm perceiving the world that I live in. If I happen to get involved with an accident, which is very bad and serious, the three words of coincidence. uncertainty. plausibility give me a rational way of thinking to confront with that. The coincidence allows me not to get absorbed into a matrix of wrong relationships , the uncertainty provides me with a cautious path to consider, and the plausibility gives me a chance to fix things that are not working properly. "

   How much I'm blessed to have three precious things on my hands !


P.S.  You've already done this long time ago and then I ought to say that I'm sorry I'm late.