Aim High with Both Foots on the Ground

   Aim high, but also I should know how much I could endure and how far I could go. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to move forward, not an inch. Sometimes it might look like sailing in a smooth operation with all the luck and help I could get. But it doesn't necessarily mean that I am reaching where I'd like to be.

   It's very hard to distinguish between the satisfaction with what I have done and the actual distance that I have intended to go. To make matters worse, it confuse me with being done with what I have initially intened to.

   Because I have to admit that I'm changing from time to time withought any apparent reasons.

   After all, the aims that I've had could be a mixture of desire and hope for propelling myself to continue on living. That is the foremost important reason for me to have the aims.

   But I don't feel so bad although I'm forbidden to get close into the center of being pampered by sensing victory by myself. Because various aims are a navigator when I am lost.

   That is the purpose behind it, to stay alive.