Wait for The Right Time

   As I overly indulged in a kind of seed theory, my main emphasis on improvement through effort is tremendously reduced. Like a near enthusiastic fatalist, the ambitious ideas of today and tomorrow sound trivial. Because I felt like it is supposed to be that way after all in great extents. At the same time, I am also worried if the gist of my argument would be dead wrong. That's why I'm not asking anyone to do exactly the way of what I'm saying about. 

   Do I think that's what happens when I am full of energy ? That's not my concern and it would be better to just let each other go in own ways. This is comfortable and I don't have to make a botch at all.

   Sometimes I even think about it again. And it's necessary to try my best even though I know it's not working. After all, that's what I'm living for. But next time, I'm thinking about it's not that desirable to swing the bat at a ball outside the strike zone in a hurry if I sense that I could wait for another chances coming soon. I need to have a sharp batting eye that I am patiently waiting for the right ball to hit.

   I also know it is a lot more difficult than it sounds.