A Flash of Light in The Morning

   It isn't strange to see that laziness has developed as times go by. And if accumulated experiences guide me to take it very cautiously, I wonder where I would be. Because at most, I won't be able to escape from where I am now.

   I'm probably stuck in the desk to evaluate what I'm going to take next in a virtual sense. But it doesn't necessarily mean I'm physically lazy. I'm balanced and take good care of stuffs I should have done in a day even cleaning. And also I seldom miss one of my routines that I promise myself to keep up with.

   Of course, it is very fair to say that I'm very decent and pretty well organized in every aspects of my life. It's the exact oppsite side of self pity that I used to have for long time in younger years. 

   And the most of all, I'm not in a tunnel that I wonder how others are thinking about me any more. Because I know where I'm heading to after all. I could sense of myself that I've come a long way to reach where I'm now. And it has not been that easy path at all.

   I guess the hardest part of my life is time when I was obssessed with the idea of being successful and doing better.

P.S. I wish I would have a chance to define and explain about the terms like laziness, self pity, the tunnel, being successful, and doing better in details near future.