Resolution

   I always look back at this time of the year since this is around the corner of my birthday. Anyway, just like the slogan 'once at a time,' it's time to write down a few words as it came to mind this year.

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Am I living the perfect or at least happy life that I've ever painted myself? Here, perfection is a word that doesn't exist in practice but is used as a word that means dramatic effects.

If not, do I try to alter it in a multi-focus way that finds a compromise on my own, hodling hands with reality, and never gives up my dreams?

Or am I pinching myself at the edge of a frown of arrogance?

Or I don't know. Let's see, am I spending a day in a way that's like a zero-life plan?

Did I choose to focus on flexibility and prepare for an umbrella when it rains?

Whether like being intoxicated, ideologically being absorbed, or even being indulged in something like a hobby, what is it I'm hiding in and taking a step by step?

Or is it just an extension of the one-time text that fill up at this moment of writing?

Whatever it is, I can't live a perfect life. And there is no need at all. However, it is really necessary for me to live faithfully.