A big shot

   I thought I was a big shot or at least, I had a great potential to become one of them. I overwhelmingly overestimated myself to accomplish excellency whatever my desire met the needs. It gave me agony of defeats a few times. And to make matters worse, I was hesitant or reluctant to initiate the forward progress due to fear of failure. Which made me stay out of the line, calling for the timeout too long.  

 

   Once in a while, it is alright to suffer from a lack of confidence. And sometimes, it gives me an opportunity to see who I am very cautiously and objectively. But if I am discouraged from traveling a new world I have never been to before since that moment, maybe I am turning myself into the stage of freezing time.

 

   The thing is how hard it would be to distinguish rehabilitation work from freezing moment.

P.S  It has been a long time since I recall a 'big shot syndrome'. Too old for this stuff at last !