It seems to me that I frequently apt to being challenged and influenced by other ego inside, especially when I am facing with a decision making.
It is not much like do or don't things among alternatives. What I mean by that is I usually do not take a similiar pattern in developing a decision path. That does not mean I am taking one out of many possible directions all over covered by some sort of emotional stuffs. And at the same time, I am a little lacking of one solid way to pursue in my life. Which brings me to stay out of focus in a certain goal for so long.
It is definitely not like being indulged in one thing for a while and next changing a tune for the other constantly. It is more like representing a trace of multiple personality or various ego.
The quite distinctive factor is that there has been a trace of several layers of ego being involved as far as I am concerned. One set of id and superego basically tends to be gathered for a particular set of reality in pursuing a possible solution. And it is supposed to stay in constaltly until a problem is resolved.
But what if several or sometimes lots of sets of different ego are formulated to serve for navigating a possible answer ? It would be better off for me after all ?
I am not so sure of it.
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