Old - Fashioned Laziness

There are many corners of myself to claim to be not at all diligent in nature, but now I feel like I have settled down using the excuse of aging. And I face with the symptom that the slightest signal of urgent movement is now almost wiped out.

 

However, the sensation still remains, and if it shows a different aspect from the surroundings, a rather long lingering trace solid. Of course, there is no suitable room to move at all or to condemn the lack of self. Perhaps because the emotional energy that has already been pointed out is now dull and skewed. 

 

For a record, it seems to be necessary to elaborate four kinds of unknown psychological avoidance phenomena.

 

First, there are a lot of people who diligently turn on the app and watch whereever the bus comes or aready calculate the stop just in time before that. On the other hand, I just look at the billboard and wait blankly until a bus arrives.

 

Secondly, I encounter a fairly large amount of articles, but rarely read comments or personal opinions. Of course, not having an article directly related to me would play a big role, but I basically do not mind the curiosity of what others would think about. 

 

Thirdly, I do not try to use search for quite a lot. That does not mean that I am remote from on line researches, but I do not go through intensively anything except when it is a confirmation of an unknown concept or specific information.

 

Fourth and finally, I usually get caught up in an unknown anxiety for a while upon downloading an app or something else. This is certainly not an expression of technical displeasure, but rather a fundamental rejection of the position that must be accepted unprotected.