How to Put Into One Piece Together

   I am facing with, like solving a puzzle, lots of pieces of evidences that should be assembled in an unified piece. Because I got to infer some kind of conclusion to interpret what's really going on here. Its importance can not be overstated not only for personal concerns but also to assess the truth behind this whole mess-up. Maybe I could introduce one by one to make a path understood by others more easily. But I don't feel like doing this way since some real people are involved in this incident. 

   So I am recalling the tiny evidences as much as I could to arrange a whole thing straightened up on the timely sequenes. I am done with a big chunk of pieces into a few categories, and I am trying very hard to avoid own prejudices to lead myself to an subjective territory. And at the same time, I am a kind worried if my expectation were right, supported by orderly and probable causes. I have no idea about what I'm going to do with that result presently. only time will tell how it goes around.

   Life is brutal just as what I have imagined before. But it doesn't have to go any further to get obssessed with it for the rest of my life. It has been a while to see a bright side, or at least try to focus on that view. And I don't intend to change it again.

   This is a real moment to understand what the myth of Sisyphus and wisdom of Solomon are all about.