Unidentified Self

  I know there is something inside of me that has never been revealed before. It refuses to express what it is in a concrete form. But it hides somewhere in my mind with putting a great deal of influence on the way I am perceiving the world. I wish I would have handled ingredients of it in the pot that I can cook with. Unfortunately, I would have neither intelligence nor talent to carry on. Therefore, I am just stuck in the middle. 

   But the good thing is that I am not rushed at all, rather time and experiences allow me to stay the neutral observer, assessing one at a time very carefully. Frustration would not be a huge concern that used to be before. 

   I guess that is all I have to live for today.