Being Blamed

   I just wrote down something about being blamed. And I think I accidentially punched a wrong button to result in erasing everything that I've written about. How frustrating I have become !

   I don't intend to collect my memory to rewrite from the beginning. I'd like to leave some key sentences behind instead.

   The point was that it would be a very difficult time to go through in the middle of being blamed. And in order to fight back, people would be likely to blame on others as a way of a self defense mechanism. And I wrote something about intensifying the momentum by repeating almost the same things repeatedly. Which sometimes could cause both self reinforcement and a vicious cycle that make matters worse after all.

   And for the last part, I would rather calm down for a while than blame on others immediately so that I assess a whole thing more objectively. That would be as far as I can go.

P.S. I will be gone for two days.