Something Outside Out Of Myself

   It looks like pretty long and wide, and keeps on doing something splendid and new. But although it looks that way, it usually ends up with representing one or two particular stories. Of course, I don't mean to look down on some kind of extraordinary things that have been remarkably developed by gifted people. And also I'm not in a position to judge on whether it is good or not. However, it seems to me that I often find myself to be against a state of worship toward some kind of spectacular matters.

   This would be a reflection of being independent and personal. And it sometimes could bring misunderstandings to see me through from a point of other's view such as being so egocentric nature. I'm tired of explaining what my fundamental principles would be like in order to reach that kind of decision. So I let them think the way they wish to. No more arguements would be required.

   The tentative conclusion up to now is to interpret it as being born with own originals. And the boundaries between misunderstandings and understandings are suspicious as to whether they arise as a result of differences in the originals.