Something Never Changes
There is something that never changes no matter how much I put into an effort to change a direction. I used to call fate that was a proper word to describe sufficiently. But recently, I begin to realize that there is a lot more than the word in itself as the singular sense.
I've told and mentioned lots of times to conclude that people do not change. What I meant was that minor stuffs like certain behaviors could be altered. But that did not mean the major one like certain belief for someone to fix into. Because I have a feeling that I am born to that way, and it is almost virtually impossible for me to fix against what I have fundamentally built on since I was born.
The next possible best solution would be to identify clearly and to understand fully who I am first and based on all the possible synthesizing of its ingredients, I replace to recommend what to do or what to avoid.
The whole process could be strictly an interpersonal matter between two egos in myself. And it is usually difficult to defeat a basic side of natural instincts. So I have to establish the consolidation in between.
However, it won't make a big difference at all. And I am easily persuaded to believe I do what I ought to do at most.