A Word for Solitude
It does not have to be wrong, not being able to stick to or hang on to people as long as I am not bothered at all. Of course, it is a clear representation that I am not socialized by that much. But it is not something to be improved toward the other way around desperately. And also it does not have to be like a burden in my back to be removed in a proper manners. All I have to do is distinctly to understand who I am and hopefully to enjoy myself (being) with who I am.
Just like nothing would reach a pure term of absoluteness, it does have some weaknesses in its nature. The foremost thing of all would be to stay calm and maintain its status in the absence of crowd and within the consciousness of solitude without emotional hangovers. And it would not be considered a desirable recommendation to pursue in any ways. But as long as I feel comfortable and pleased with this kind of status quo, I do not have to look for another explanation or justification to provide me with.
Because this could be one of many alternatives to identify who I am in a concrete form from wandering and to describe a real sense out of abstractness.
All in all, this could be a moment to visualize what I am thinking about and what I've been conceiving for a quite long time into meaningful words in a pragmatic requirement.