Fear (3) 썸네일형 리스트형 To buy a ticket to Hawaii It was as simple as flip a coin because every details had been already discussed with a companion. However, it took more than two days to purchase the ticket in online. why ? I guess I was afraid of commiting decision making even after all things had been settled. Where did this kind of fear come from ? Definitely results in prevent me from doing something in a quick sense. Of course, I'm the .. Fear of getting old I've never ever felt like this way before. It's more like a totally brand new intagible product to me although I can not touch nor see it through my sense. It's definitely something like an emotional stuff with conxcious narratives in itself, in which makes me navigates to reach some kind of destination. Fear and loneliness Definitely, the things that are coming up my mind presently are fear and loneliness. I am not so sure which one comes first but those things are conquering lots of parts in my consciousness. It does not have to awake all the times to realize the fact that I am under that influence. It comes on and off naturally without my consent. Those kinds of things usually brought me some kind of depressions.. 이전 1 다음
