Prep to move

   This time is the hardest; I have been around here to there for the past six years. I have been on the move since the day I took off from the place I had lived for more than ten years. I had a feeling that I was stucked in and stranded into the middle of huge holes without any daylights. So I decided to pursue a piece of lights by stepping out from usual and typical stuffs that I had unconsciously enjoyed for so long.

 

   I am coming back to where I used to stay. And my concentration focuses the memories that I have been around for the past six years. I have a feeling that I have been doing alrihgt and learning a lot during that period. I already wrote down what I have learned from that long journey with mentioning Tolstoy's running away episode in the begining. one thing for sure is that I feel confident about myself to go on even my energy has not been fully charged yet. How ?

 

   I have get acquainted with myself very well in spite of all the weakness that I have accumulated. Because I fully accept who I am regradless of strengths and weaknesses that I have possessed.

 

    I know it is not like good or bad at all.