Equilibrium

   Still, I am having a hard time to reach emotional equilibrium around or with people occasionally. And I ask myself preparing for an answer to that question that I am believing to get something out of human relationships. I already know the right answer that I am not getting nothing but give something instead. And then, my odds are more likely to see a fruitful relationship in the long run. But sometimes, it's really difficult to stick to what I know. Just a few minutes later, I am talking to myself "you really thought this time would have been different.". Maybe I am not learning nothing from all that experience I have gone through.

 

   I am blaming on myself how silly I am !