A fresh new start

   It was three o'clock in the morning. And I awoke without a trace of dreaming. But some thougnts came to me right after I just stood from the bed, although I was having a little hard time to get balanced. After a while, as usual, I walked toward the couch to see a sky in the dark. Now I noticed what brought me to be conscious of. I was thinking about a new strategy for stock and option tradings. It was not totally my intention at all, just struck me as inspiration. I got concentrated that idea into a step by step procedure in details. But I also knew it take time to get formulated, considering number of cases that might be contained. Instantly, I felt something along the line would cause it won't happen in reality, even I was not figuring out yet. And I made myself clear that how many times I thought I had have it and it had turned out to be a failure sooner or later.

   This time won't be different as before. But the moment that I believe I have a key to open the door I have faced during all these years makes me feel good and alive. Of course, I know I am not surrendering without ignoring my basic principles.