Life In Order

   I know I am already more than two third way through. As a matter of fact, I admit my time is running out. I also have to accept that I am in the stage of struggling with myself of crossing a border, where I have never been to before in a physical and emotional sense. Which made me write down something about the personal stuffs in this blog.

   I also know I am already done with the sense of loliness or something equivalent to. Instead, I am trying to concentrate on my flow of thinking freely to grasp whatever I am entitled to. Of course, it shouldn't be a great thing to recall nor have to be one. I am just taking one at a time - if possible - in my cognition. I may put some energy into a particular field of concerns in an academical term, like being an old, naive scholar type. Hence, I could reach up a moment of acknowledgement and explain it to others in a plain language as if some stars are coming down to me. But I am too secular and materialistic to fall in that category with lack of splendid talents so to speak.

   The idea of 'life in order' struck me early in the morning. And I am trying to explain and defend myself how to justify where I am standing. Hopefully, that will assist me to navigate where I am heading, even it is not that sufficient enough. I just don't want to make the same mistake twice.