Invisible Order

   It has been a long time (indeed) to see a kind invisible order when I noticed that a younger man was almost forced to drink just as a senior preferred to have one. It looked to me that he didn't have any choice, but turning his head while in drinking as a gesture of humility. on the other hand, the older was under control everything from the number of shots he was going to have to the dialogues that he was going to talk about. It was the moment to see invisible order among them clearly although I couldn't figure out what kind of relationships they were engaged in. 

   Some time later, that brought me to recall the first time I had witnessed company dinner. It was not the pleasant one for sure, but I wasn't concerned with that much. Because I was too fresh and naive enough to observe what I had encountered. And I was not trying to interpret what it had meant to be with. I was busy with absorbing all at once. The funny thing on this matter was that I hadn't been bothered at all, but I was irritated a lot, in recognizing a strong sense of deua vu a few days ago.

   I guess I expected much of changes have been done in many ways. But I guess I was wrong about the way people are changing. It takes time, a lot more than I could imagine.