A Request of Purposiveness

   As I grow older, the need fo legitimacy gradually increases. Because there is a strong tendency that the range and direction that can be done realistically are very limited. So a series of processes that are aimed at discovering their own pleasures are strengthened in order to try, maintain, and develop their path to the end. Otherwise, attention and attempts are just far away from reality. Of course, it doesn't start with the premise that everyone is suffering from similar symtomps.

   The problem is that intense psychologically curiousness is difficult to generate, and physically indicating the limits of endurance are enhanced, and the portion of brainless intelligence is gradually increased. Moreover, it is easy to fall into a self-conscious illusion when there are more present parts that overlap with past memories. 

   The scene that I saw somewhere in the past is overwhelmed here and there, and I begin to feel nothing new about it. That is the moment to reject curious feelings and to stop to discover a particular part to connect into a new thing.

   That's why the relevance of the purpose arises. Perhaps the last thing to counterbalance all this negative energy is a demand for purposiveness itself.