A Reversal

   I was encouraged to hang on there, and I was told that there would be a chance to take a leap or at least a reversal. I was boosted once in a while that I never got into failure as long as I did what I had to do. So many things around me didn't reveal any sign of negative moods that I should be very concerned about. It was too good to be true just like in a movie, except I was the one who was born to be a delicate and vulnerable watcher to see around. I was a kind of shy and hesitant to move forward. 

   But in my mind, to be honest, I was also curious about being a magician to turn everthing I touched into gold. Sometimes I wondered how I would feel about staying a moment of being a magic touch. I was persuaded to believe in that against all odds as what I called obstacles. And finally I was convinced myself to be a part of reversal possibly.

   Those days are gone, and I even don't remember the notion that I could avoid a situation like something goes wrong to the end. It should be so hard to change a direction that has already fixed. And almost impossible to make a reversal.

   The reversal in a movie is always happened but it would be miracle in a reality.