Private, very private words

 

I try to post regularly, but the sound is buzzing in my head. To be honest, I did not feel uncomfortable or offended by being heard of some negative critiques about what I was writing for the first time. Of course, I was annoyed and concerned a bit but it went away eventually. 

 

How could two different beings share the same thoughts in a real sense ! It has been a truth learned for a long time since I had finalized it was impossible.

 

If my thoughts are just the noise of trifling and meaningless, I could be emotionally crushed and pridely humbled in a way to ask for an apology from the other side. But it is merely a puzzle of my daily thinking that I forcefully put together in somewhere over subconsciousness. And eventually, I take it granted as a piece of surbodinate advices in a concrete conscious level. 

 

However, it is by no means the appearance of being accepted and forcing a smile while hiding my sorrow deep inside.