A Strong Ego

   I used to be so strong not in terms of physical and mental terms but in terms of a stubborn characteristics. And still I am in most of times to stay in that way. But the difference lies in knowing the stubborness under the control of my jurisdiction. I wasn't so sophisticated that every one knew I was one with that strong ego, sometimes even beyond of its acceptance limits.

 

   Unfortunately, I didn't know how to manipulate with this one. And I continued to live the way I used to until I am reaching around age of sixty something. For the past eight years, I have spent a great deal of time to identify myself and to understand who I am. It helped me a lot in many ways to evaluate myself and finally to synthesize myself into an integrated personality. Which means that I am beginning to see how others are doing around me. And most importantly, why they are doing the way they do.

 

   How stupid I am to understand this simple equation after spending so many years !