Revenge

 

At the scene where the situation develops, the desire to be criticized disappears. At first, it was dismissed as a lack of combative tendencies such as clinginess, but more is perceived. My older sister diagnosed me with 'The tendency to not be able to withstand swelling'. But that does not mean that I am going to run away without my tail.

 

I ignorantly prefer to be brave and clearly draw a line and cut it. However, I want to avoid the long winded argument for opposing feelings, full of negatives that go beyond the limit, or even the evil character of insults. Underlying this is that, due to the nature of human beings, the banner of appropriate compromise and peaeful cooperation through discussion seems almost impossible to acheive. I just want to think that it is possible to find a method such as the development of mutual benefits instead.

 

Whatever it is, I am completely useless on the battlefield. Because I can not expect any brave fighting power at all. In addition, I hate guerrilla warfare with a boring persuasion tone, so there is no foom for use in any corner of me. As a soldier, I am a failure.

 

However, the rearend, one of the typical characteristics of this kind of inclination, explodes. I think it is a kind of revenge like thing, but I can not build the feeling that it does not seem to have the exact meaning. No other exact words come to mind. Anyone can have it, but would it be a little thicker?

 

Mostly, it does not have the transferred cruelty of 100% purity enough to require an eye for an eye. I just want to brush it all of (forget it) and pass by. Such a tendency becomes more and more amplified with time. It is hard, cumbersome, and sometimes does not seem very meaningful so far.